never understood.

23.04.07

2007-04-23T23:41:00.000-07:00

woohoo. life's been much of a routine. working - sleeping. haha.. been missing out on alot.. couldnt meet up with friends.. :x yepyep i will be free-er next month =D

oh yes. i have nice n extremely funny colleagues who make me happy. so glad to have known them :) oh yes yes yes i finally went to eat steamboat. for the first time. yes n crab too. n yes for the first time :x

pictures~ :)

MONTHLY GATHERING @ NETS Rec Club.

_my great gals.

_many temps + 1 perm. :)

_many temps + 1 perm. again. :D

_and again. :x

_the gal who loves taking retarded photos with me :b

_prettypretty!

_she is so cartoon :b

_some of the perms :D

_they look so gay! xb

STEAMBOAT @ marina bay. temps gathering :D

_the gals~

_the guys~

_(:

_the temps :D

_:D

_shinhui! she is very sweet. (:

_highway.

_fun. (:

_i like! :b

_i was trying to take a pic of the floating platform :x

_i love those reflections.

_woohoo~

_heading home (:

i reached home ard 1 am that day :x but i was truly happy. :D

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xiaobin's gonna be back SOON since i see her counter jumping! n gals lets go queue for the donuts when she comes back okie? :b

23.02.07

2007-02-23T14:21:00.000-08:00

dear gal~

haha i just wanna tell u that im really really really not angry. i told u how i felt yest le rite =D

i really treasure our friendship alot alot. so dun sad ya okie.

take care loads dear gal.. must be happy always okie =D

love ya loads.
xiao-huo (eeeeee xb)

190207

2007-02-19T13:12:00.000-08:00

after so long. so many times. i cant be bothered anymore.

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR

2007-02-17T06:12:00.000-08:00

been so long. oh my. its so troublesome to log in. they forced me to change to new blogger =( boo.

haha.. been meeting up with some of my dearest frens.. and they still make me feel so happy. as always.

working life has been pretty much the same.. nice as they are.. but sometimes i really cant bring myself to agree to some things done.

anyway talking about work.. yesterday.. our CEO went already the office (i think a total of 4 lvls.. with few hundreds of staffs).. to give us an angpow and mandarin oranges.. she even shook every of our hands! and she was so so so sincere and just so smiley so nice! i mean. she is the CEO and she could have just ask her secretary or anyone to give us these.. but she went around personally. its just so sweet~!

anyway.. i nv knew that it was a tradition to wear new clothes on the first day of lunar new year until today :x

i think my thoughts are always so mixed up. so unorganised.

gee. anyway im going to get a diary! =D blogging things feels so.. weird. haha shall get myself a thickthick diary~ xb

lalala i want to sing~ comecome date me go kbox *hints real hard* :b

ive always got so much to say. but somehow nothing comes out when i blog. lol.

2007-01-07T23:34:00.000-08:00

if you know me you know me.
if you know me you will know that half the things i say about myself are nothing but lies.

haha im just trying to increase my no. of blog entries.

2006-12-28T23:21:00.000-08:00

been working almost everyday.. but these few days had been pretty slack cos so little calls came in :x im so sure the merchants have either ignored our letter or may be that they havent open their mailbox yet :x but nvm i still love my job!! n not forgetting my super super nice colleagues! =D

anyway we (the call centre) had a christmas exchange last week n i got a froggy thingy.. n its like so shockin cos i had that pic as my dp for quite long n i din noe that this stuff toy actually exist.. n the most amazing thing is that my fren din even saw my dp before :x hee so i love my christmas present! :D its the first time i had chridtmas exchange!! n ar.. the company also gave us a small gift (cherries + gingerbreadman).. nicenice =)

nothing much le bah.. havent had time to meet up with frens.. boohoo.. i miss them loads.

_my first gingerbreadman =)

_new found frens n a great mentor

_my table

_aint the baby such an angel? =D

_nice sceneries n great mirror :x

MOUNT FABER
_nice scenery =)

_jewel box

_cute stuffs in the sovenir shop!

haha judging from the amount of pics ive taken ever since i changed phone.. im so sure ive fully utilised my phone :b

2006-12-16T23:23:00.000-08:00

sometimes understandin a person too much isnt a good thing. lol. cos u might find urself dislikin the person because u realise 她做事情是有目的的.. of cos its not always.. but as things accumulate.. lol
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anyway i wanna say i love my darling dear gal XIAO BIN!!! =D

2006-12-10T07:37:00.000-08:00

these are my cute n nice frens~ =D

am glad to have u gals with me these 1+ years =)

i love to eat junk food =X

I've always wanted to thank this lovely gal for her sweet messages before exams. it helped more than u would have expected =)

i love this pic most xb

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haha.. yepyep pics were taken during class chalet.. =)

anyway i got myself another job for wkdays but continue my previous job on wkend =D i love to feel busy n useful!!

2006-11-28T07:38:00.001-08:00

我想要健康.

lalala

2006-11-19T16:28:00.000-08:00

我好闷啊!~~~~~~~
哈哈.我用华文噢.特别吧 xb
还有啊..我染发了..不过颜色超不明显的..也好..不然爸爸妈妈一定会发现..我就死啦 :x

boo

2006-11-17T21:36:00.001-08:00

booooo im leading a totally aimless life now :c haha i dunno how to spend my time :x i wanna start work le lah.. so bored.. somemore im so lazy to go out.. :x
oh yes n my phone.. grr i cant wait to change it.. spending near an hour tryin to send just 1 msg is really killing me :x but i dunno wad phone to change to.. but i think i will either change to wenbin's phone or w850i or k800i bah.. haha but i must save money~~~
anyway i have decided to dye my hair.. haha just felt like doin something that u cant do in school.. i think im always tempted to have more piercings n then let them close.. lol.. just like how i got two ear holes but dun wear anything on the second one.. lol.. so tempted to tattoo too.. wonder how it will feel like.. so dun let me see those shops.. im so scared i might just walk in.. lol
haha theres so many things i wanna say.. but i dunno when to start.. so might as well not start rite.. lol
anyway.. my dear qin gonna go china tonight lo.. hope she will have fun =D
n of cos my frens pls date me out cos i miss u all so much =)

done.

2006-11-15T06:24:00.001-08:00

yepyep my alvls have officially ended~~! =)

haha.. dunno if i should continue working in sentosa.. they say the pay's really little.. hmm 5 per hour.. but diff to find job lo :x boo.. so mafan.. :c
haha i wanna start workin the week after next!! =D

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对呀.. 考试终于考完了.. 是应该感到高兴的.. 我的心却感到很沉重.. 不踏实.. 我真的很害怕考不好.. 是真的真的非常怕.. 强颜欢笑.. 真的够了.. 安慰别人却连自己都帮不了.. 好失败~
哈哈.. 有时做人真的很矛盾.. 对吧?
其实.. 人也不过如此简单..

onedayonedayoneday

2006-11-14T07:08:00.000-08:00

damndamndamn i have been sleepin for the past so many hours instead of studying. grr.
i still feel very tired.

but
tomorrow's the day!
one more paper!

wanyan jiayou!!!!

just thinking..

2006-11-03T18:02:00.000-08:00

ive learnt.. of cos ive always believe that hard work pays off.. but i realised.. hard work only pays off when its complimented with confidence n calmness

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i thought: will i choose to take the easiest way out? to end

bahhhhhh

2006-10-30T23:01:00.000-08:00

grr who the hell said that one gets thinner when it comes to exam period?! i am growing so FAT! n im goin to jian fei after my a's!!

nono please dun tell me "no la u are so thin lo". thats LYING!!! if u choose to lie n cause ur nose to become longer then dun blame me hor.. but its not worth it cos i wun believe lo :x

of cos i know i dun LOOK extremely fat but that's because i have got small bones n they happen to make my fats look less fatty than they are. okie i think this sound gross but oh well :x

seriously i think my smelly buddee is the one who have influenced me to be obsessed with jian fei-ing since she always wanna jian fei too :x

ok i think im done with my rambling le.. u see i need to ramble on something to keep my mind away from studies for a while~

tata*

random-

2006-10-21T09:01:00.000-07:00

its not about helping.

its about taking for granted.

*
peilin~~ haha thxthx gal for always asking me to jiayou =D oh yes n i will make sure i go out with u so much after my alvls till u get sick of me! xb

easily forgotten-

2006-10-14T09:50:00.000-07:00

yesterday was farewell.. nothing much actually.. thought i would have felt nothing.. but ya.. was sad.. shocking yes? haha

sincere. thanks.. baoxin chenhui miaohua mengyean nadia shixian.. thanks so much for being part of my life.. for being around with me thru my jc years.. without u gals.. i will be just a corpse floating around in school.. thanks for making me feel alive.. for cheering me for encouraging me..for everything. thanks.. really. <3

old frens are wonderful as they are neverthless. thanks my dearest xiaobin! u are so so so sweet! thanks for those stuffs. n to reply.. yes i love the name u gave me really.. but pls do not share it cos it sounds weird coming from anyone else.. for all u have done.. thanks so much.. i will jiayou de =)

_ 23.9.06 latest meet up :)

_qin. my dear childish sadistic gal :b

*one day we went under an apple tree
*the biggest apple dropped n landed on my head
*i covered qin's head so she will not be hit
*princess cat n ice creams saw cherries under the apple tree
*they were shocked but happy!
THE END (",)

_xiaobin. my bestest n cutest ever.

_o5s27 =)

haha can click to enlarge de.. =)

after a month i will be free. i cant wait.
wanyan. stop procrastinating. u can do it. jiayou!

happy =)

death-

2006-10-02T22:56:00.000-07:00

so crumpled up.

haha..

wanyan is happy. =)

haha..

_wanyan's creation xb

suicidal-

2006-09-18T16:25:00.000-07:00

messy messy messy

i just screwed up my paper. yay.

wanyan! whats wrong with you?!!!?

-cried not cos of the possible results.

dispensable-

2006-09-15T15:54:00.000-07:00

yay thank god its friday~! =D

i love my parents! cos i think they love me so much. haha. my father did something so shocking.. he bought 4 boxes of chicken essence.. thats a total of 24 bottles!! haha not that i like to drink chicken essence (i think its feels very oily :x) but im really so touched! oh ya n my mother keeps nagging me to go sleep.. haha its really funny.. the moment i step into the house she will say *go sleep so sleep later i will wake u to up study. go rest first* haha.. its early afternoon when she tells me that :x
i love my parents. =)

been surviving on caffeine lately.. haha think its hurting my gastric thou.. think my stomach cant take it :x lol.. thats the price to pay for procrastinating n leaving everything to last minute hur :x boo. but im lazy :x

haha i envy people with siblings

oh.. i think nurses bear huge responsibility.. small mistakes like tightening a strap too tightly around a patient's wound may seem insignificant.. but to dialysis patients.. this mistake can be so fatal.. nah of cos it wont kill.. but the patient might not be able to use that hand to undergo dialysis anymore.. cos they have to poke needles into their hand when undergoing dialysis treatment.. but the nurse's mistake may cause the blood vessel to *explode*.. meaning they cant use that hand for dialysis anymore.. but all i noe is one person only have two hands.. one cant be used anymore.. so they will just be left with one more.. how long can they survive with one hand? no one noes.. depends on fate.. or luck? and what about the patient's family..? they will be so worried.. and scared. i cant understand why a small mistake can cause so much..

haha this post feels so messy :x boo. 1 more subjects = 3 more papers to go =) i cant wait.

feeling invisible-

2006-09-09T22:09:00.000-07:00

i cant wait for that short break before starting my engine again to prepare for that Alvls.

i cant wait to cut my hair.

i cant wait to meet my friends.

i cant wait to go kbox.

in conclusion. i cant wait for prelims to be over.

i will jiayou. yes i will.

im just a nobody in everyone's life? cos they will only think of me when they need help? im just so dispensable? - 09.09.06

empty.

2006-09-04T09:55:00.000-07:00

life's been pretty much the same.. n im still not mugging hard. can someone knock me hard on the head n wake me up from my sleep?!? im so scared of prelims but doing nothing about it at the same time.. i've been sleeping so so so much.. oh yes like whats wrong?!

i love to note down every single things that happened in my life.. cos all of them are memories i never want ot lose.. so i should be blogging more often.. but looking at my posts.. haha.. ironic huh.. i blog like so oFtEn.. lol.. shall update more often (right buddee?) hee

count your blessings everyday- a person who is easily satisfied and contented will be a happier person rite? there are bound to be happy things that cheer me up everyday.. be it an sms.. or seeing a cute kitten.. seeing my darling girls' blogging about happy stuff (yaya i get happier when it involves me :b) or being able to eat something i really like.. yesyesyes i shall start to count my blessings =)

i feel like adding songs to my blog but i dunno how to :x i want those got this bar.. then u can click stop if u dont want to listen and can pause too those kind.. boo.. u noe u noe? haha if u noe tell me okie?? :D

tata~ *jiayou for prelims! :)

guess things haven't been going to well for some of my friends esp jm.. hope everything will be fine soon.. haha i really like this place.. i can blog abt anything without worrying that ppl might see.. html does wonders :D

have been thinking of stuffs.. haha life's weird huh. lol.. u noe.. i have always wanted to be a happy person or at least have the ability to appear happy.. cos i admire those ppl.. look at those who always look sad.. it will appear pathetic rite.. who like to mix with a person who can nv bring laughter to her friends? yesyesyes i know it all.. i tried to change but it only made me more pathetic. lol. being able to make ppl around me happy has always been my wish/goal/dream. haha.. but its been going on for years n never fulfilled :x

been reading blogs.. ya.. friends around me all have their own life.. but im like so life-less.. or friendless? sometimes i really dont noe.. do i really have friends? u noe.. im really happy being able to make some really nice friends in jc.. but we are not close at all.. as in.. i oso dunno how to explain.. its not like this for my other friends.. like wb sq jm... i envy them so much.. oh yes who was that who say we should be content with life n count our blessings *faint* haha

wanyan!! stop procrastinating n jiayou for studies pls! u gotta do well!

depressed? nope =)

2006-08-19T22:08:00.000-07:00

haha i've got a new hobby.. i love readin blogs.

lol.. okie im kpo.. haha but heyy.. its really

amazing how different everyone's life are..

i nv knew life was like that.. now everything

seems so complex.. complicated =x lol

oh n a lvls comin.. n i just cant find the

energy to study hard.. i really ought to

find some motivation.. lol..

mugging is fun mugging is cool.

i love my books n books love me too!!

whee~!!!! it rhymes!!! i tot of it in like

2 secs? ooh wanyan is smart! ~~ lol

ok for this im really proud of myself :b

went to lot 1 mac with sq n wb to study

just now.. haha.. but think we did more

spastic stuffs then studyin.. :x me n wb

kept tryin to take ai4 mei4 photos but

we nv ever succeed :x then we almost

forgot we were in a public place lo.. haha

funfunfun i love my frens =)

hee.. this alignment make my post seems real

long! whee im off* =D

im going crazy.getting all worked up n depressed by the slightest thing.i despise such a loser.but sadly i just am.im sick of life.finding reason for being alive.i hate being freakingly over sensitive.its killing me.n im real sick of it.i tried to help myself but i couldn't.i don't even know why i am doing this.venting anger?depressed?emotional?or even just to get attention?damn.fuck.what the hell am i up to?i want to be a nice person. who doesn't.but i truly don't know how to.

13.8.06

2006-08-12T21:31:00.000-07:00

woots! i finally found a blogsin that i like!! =D haha..

actually i got nothing to blog about.. =x

anyway..

*i dunno wad i was laughin abt :x haha retarded

_i love them to bits

29.7

2006-07-29T23:48:00.000-07:00

haha yay im 18!

anyway.. juat wanna thank all those who remembered this day.. thx to those who bothered to msg me.. thx to those who bothered to buy me gifts..

most imprtantly.. i wanna thank jiamin shuqin n wenbin for spending this day with me.. im really happy.. =) *n yes its was em very memorable =X * hee
i really love the card alot.. its really nice n im really gandong. very. words cant express how thankful i am to have u gals.. thou often we may not meet.. we may drift apart sometimes.. but every meeting with u gals never fails to reassure me that our friendship will last forever. i love u gals! thx for all the effort. i really appreciate it all =)) *huGx

i treasure u gals alot n i really hope u all will be happy.. i do hope that all goes well for u ya.. =)

i had a great day.

05.07.06

2006-07-05T06:55:00.000-07:00

yesss!!! exams' over!!! haha im just so glad. oh i just feel like alvls are over. :x lol..
hate bein sensitive. too sensitive. this sux.

nothing much happened these few days.. im not entertained. boo. i wanna meet up with frens. :c haha..
every small little stuff can make me depress. oh crap.
oh yes. damn the person who stole pl's handphone. oh come on. havent the person heard of something called retribution?
dun noe me. at all. really.

something impt.. i love my frens. thx for all the *jiayou*.. be it sms.. calls.. or anything. thxthxthx. it made my exams period more bearable. they mean alot to me. really. so.. thanks! =))
pls just let my frens be happy.

_friends are for life. =)

1/7/06

2006-06-30T21:35:00.000-07:00

*making a difference is nice.*

wow i've been updating frequently! hee so proud of myself lo :b
i hate to feel friendless. i feel like im just a nobody in anyone's life
haha.. had a break from studyin yest n went kbox with yuqian.. =) yesyesyes i did enjoy myself :D sang lots of songs! hoho im a happy gal now.
noone would bother if i died cos it doesnt matter?
oh ya.. i must mention how proud i am of myself~~ for the first time in my entire life i actually stayed up awake throughout the night without sleepin the past wed. im just so amazed by myself. lol.
wads the reason for bein alive?
double boo. my father ask me not to work le :( he say concentrate on studies first.. but its like i haven even tell my colleagues then suddenly *poof*.. disappear.. lol.. boobooboo.
i just wanna be happy.
i love the genius who created the word thanks. i love the genius who created the word sorry. i love the genius who created sms. =)

=)

2006-06-27T20:31:00.000-07:00

*what goes around comes around. i believe in retribution. so dun do bad things* :)

haha..wanyan loves to do wrong things at the wrong time. :x n this is y im still here bloggin when im supposed to be mugging for my mid years :x lol. im crazy

boo. life is a bore. i went out only ONCE in the holidays!!! *except to work* oh my. i must have been really mad. so deprived. lol. boo. nvm.. mid years gonna be over soon n i can go out lo =D

n ar.. its feels great to feel remembered once in awhile.. =)

21 june =)

2006-06-20T19:00:00.000-07:00

*thanks n sorry are such wonderful words. =)

yay! its my father's bdae!! haha hApPy bIrThdAy! *grins =D
anyway.. met up with ethel peilin n geokmeng not long ago (13/6).. :D im just glad to meet up.. love u gals! hee.. peilin ar.. hope u like the present lo ((: bought a top from u2 n a bottom from ebase that day :) haha.. we were so *hiGh* to see the sales in ebase! :b
oh n #$%^&*@. some idiot stole my wallet. how nice. grr. steal my wallet. grr. i was beside my bag all the while n he can still steal my wallet. which was inside my bag!!! is he too smart or am i just too dumb? @#$^& poor guy. sinned by stealin my wallet *which didnt have much valuables. haha.. lucky my neoprints not inside :))
haha.. i wanna meet up with jiamin shuqin n wenbin!!! get it? i wan meet!!! :D
n ar.. nice me have already start plannin wad i wanna do after alvls. :b lets see.. i wanna continue to work in sentosa. i wanna learn dance maybe. hiphop or jazz. dunno. i wanna do social work. at orphanage or old folks home maybe. i wanna learn guitar. i love the sound of electric guitar. i wanna go out with frens. i wanna rot n watch tv. i wanna do alot alot alot of different stuffs =)
tests tests tests. :(

_my lovely frens :)

another day. :)

2006-06-05T01:39:00.000-07:00

*the happiest thing is to make someone else happy. even to a stranger. :)
somtimes i really hate to understand a person too much. i hate noein that theres more to wad u are sayin. n doin.
anyway.. workin at sentosa is fun.. its like.. i get to see ppl from so many different countries.. ppl from some countries are extremely nice n friendly.. some are okie.. polite at least.. hee.. but some are.. not very nice.. haha.. cool yes? its really a good experience gained.. =)
anyway a stupid aedes mosquito appeared on saturday while i was workin n start to drink my blood but i din realise it was an aedes mosquito even when my colleague.. so on sunday.. i happy went back to work n that stupid aedes mosquito love me much that it decides to drink my blood again!! so i had lots of red big spots on my hand n i decides to try to kill that stupid mosquito.. n i had to keep a lookout cos i cant let customers see me clappin my hand or they might think im crazy. n as always.. clever me came up with a clever idea.. so i stretch out my hand so that the mosquito can come n bit me.. n the stupid mosquito really came!!! it then landed on my pant n tadaa! i finally killed it!!! its the first time i killed a mosquito u noe.. somemore its an aedes mosquito!! its a big victory for me.. so i must take note of this special date. lol.. oh ya. aedes mosquito really looks very scary :x
im sorry i dunno how to handle this frenship anymore cos the only thing i noe is to avoid u.
i miss my friends.. alot. i miss sec sch days..
cos i hate to be hurt. n u have just done that too many times without realisin.

_4k classroom =)

haha.. nice pic hor.. haha.. anyway cant wait to meet up with my dearest frens :D
sorry.

lovely gals.

2006-05-23T09:38:00.000-07:00

20 May:
hApPy bIrthdAy pEiLiN!!!
*sorry that i had to work n couldnt celebrate ur bdae.. be happy always k.. =)

22 May:
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JIAMIN!!!
*hope u was a happy gal on this special day ya.. =)) smiles* we will all be here for u always de (:

23 May:
hApPy BiRtHdAy ShIxIan!!!
*hee.. hope u like the card (: rmb to take gd care of urself okie.. =)

happy happy happy

2006-05-18T07:51:00.000-07:00

HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY SHUQIN!!!!
qin-er ar.. 18 lo.. dun so childish le lo.. always bully me :c hehee.. n dun always act innocent le leh :b
hee.. hope u like our present for u.. love u gals n hope to meet up soon again! =D *dun u just love this color?? :b

pls let my frens be happy. please.

o6.o5.o6

2006-05-06T08:12:00.000-07:00

*the greatest gift is to be appreciated.

haha.. i painted my room!!! em.. my father painted my room.. but i helped =D
anyway.. saw this real cute kitten these few days.. it really make my day.. its so sweet n cute.. =)) but think i will faint if i have to take care of a pet myself :x lazy me. hee
i feel so time-less. boo. pls let me feel more alive. i hate feelin tired for no reason.
oh ya.. im gonna start workin every weekend lo.. (:
yuqian: heyy dear smelly gal.. hee.. now we seldom tok le but it was a pleasant surprise to recieve ur call just now =)) hope the concert will be a blast ya.. im sure it will de lo :D must have confidence k.. dun scared ya.. n ar.. dun so stress le.. no matter wad.. always take things in ur stride n just do ur best.. hee.. hope u will do well for ur upcomin chem test ya.. =D dun stress le!!!! or i will b0x u. :x *smiles
lastly. i love spasistars* :)) so this means i love jiamin.shuqin.wenbin.. so u 3 better love me too!!! oh actually i noe u all love me de la =D
pls let my friends be happy. pls let everything go well for them. pls.
i just wanna be strong.

=)

2006-04-29T04:14:00.000-07:00

whee~~~ monday is a holiday!! =D i just love holidays! dont u :b breaks are always so great..
i feel so friend-less. alone. loner. antisocial. i hate to cry but im always crying. no one noes.
anyway.. as my parents were too terrified.horrified.traumatised by my f grade for physics.. im now officially in a physics tuition class.. haha..
realised that i knew nothing about my best friend. maybe im not someone she can confide in. hope shes ok.
oh ya! im gonna paint my room soon!! guess im gonna paint it floral.. its a very light pink.. wanted a dusk or indigo *both light shades of purple*.. but decide against it cos i dun think it suits the colors of the furniture in my room :x but im so excited about having a new color or my room!! =D *beams*
i hate to be hurt by the slightest thing. i hate being so sensitive. i hate havin to put on a smile everyday. noone noes.
random: i realised how friends around u can change a person. being hurt by just one friend can change a person from a nice person to the opposite.
but noone might even see the reason to the change. people normally believe what they see? i dunno.
depression kills. im so sure it does.
im not a saint. i have my temper. im not a nice person. i've said it so many times. said it n i mean it. so stop taking things for granted. giving in to u is not my full time job. i owe u nothing. :random
im not a nice person. im a terrible freak.
haha.. gonna mug soon. exams are getting nearer. imagine alvls coming. oh my. i think i will go bonkers. i need to work hard!
*i love art n music! =D
pls let all my friends be happy.
tata~ *gone

hApPy bIrThDaY xiaobin!! =)

2006-03-14T18:27:00.000-08:00

XIAOBIN!!!!!!!!! haha.. HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY!!! hmm.. thou u in beijing now cant spend ur day with us.. but our saturday outing was really fun! =D i will scan in the pics soon if my scanner decides to be cooperative :x
haha 18 lo.. must jiayou for ur studies.. noe its stressful but try not to stress urself too hard ya.. im sure u will do well de lo.. so dun worry so much.. and ar.. dun stay up to late too often lo..
hmm.. n must stay happy n pretty always =D
luv_wanyan

try this.

2006-02-18T05:56:00.000-08:00

nice website.. cool =)

Your Five Factor Personality Profile

Extroversion:
You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations.A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you.You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people.
Conscientiousness:
You have low conscientiousness.Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously.Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions.Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done.
Agreeableness:
You have medium agreeableness.You're generally a friendly and trusting person.But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism.You get along well with others, as long as they play fair.
Neuroticism:
You have high neuroticism.It's easy for you to feel shaken, worried, or depressed.You often worry, and your worries prevent you from living life fully.You tend to be emotionally reactive and moody. Your either flying very high or feeling very low.
Openness to experience:
Your openness to new experiences is medium.You are generally broad minded when it come to new things.But if something crosses a moral line, there's no way you'll approve of it.You are suspicious of anything too wacky, though you do still consider creativity a virtue.

The Five Factor Personality Test

Your Inner Child Is Sad

You're a very sensitive soul.
You haven't grown that thick skin that most adults have.
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You don't let many people in - unless you've trusted them for a long time.

How Is Your Inner Child?

dunno.

2006-02-14T06:36:00.000-08:00

i just realise how much i miss drawing n how much drawing makes me happy.. ha..

holiday!

2005-10-30T14:48:00.000-08:00

holiday!! :D haha.. my holidays will mark the starting of school for peilin n wenbin.. haix.. so sian.. our holidays never meet :x

anyway.. there's alot of things that i want to do during this holiday.. hmm.. i desperately need a job.. then i have to revise my J1 work so that i am prepared for j2 life.. then i have to complete my holiday assignments.. then i have to practice drawing so that my years of learning dun go to waste *damn ex lo*.. arr then theres the xianyue camp for combine schools.. lots of meetings n planning.. okie.. think it will be fun bah :) .. emm.. i think still got but i cant remember.. :x

i wanna buy mp3~~~ haha.. =D

oh n i hate oral presentation.. so traumatising :@

kai xin jiu hao!

2005-10-09T10:35:00.000-07:00

yay!! promos are over~~~~~~~ haha.. ya guess im quite happy about it.. but oh well.. i dun exactly feel happy.. its more of like a relieve now that exams are finally over.. ha.. dun think i will do well though i thought the papers werent tough at all.. ok im stupid. n im all prepared to go poly. haix.. the most depressin thing is.. i started studying about weeks before promos n guess wad? i forgot everything during the promos so all i can remember is wad i studied ONE day before the papers.. ahahaha how demoralising can things get. lol.. but okie la.. quite glad i studied.. at least it made me feel like i did make good use of my time n i did tried to study.. lol :x
self consoling.. =)

haha.. been going out these few days n feeling happy! =D lets see.. hmm.. after the last day of promos on thurs.. went out with pl to pei her go cut hair.. then we went around lot one.. walking seeing talking.. thou lot one is a pretty boring place but yes i did enjoyed myself cos i had a good company *sMelLy suBsTanCe arent u just so honoured :b* think we actuallu spent 5+ hours in lot one! wooo~ i think we are amazing! =D

kk.. i was stuck at home on friday because i lost my ezlink card :x so sadd.. so din go pl's house to swim.. :( can some nice kind sole happen to find my ezlink n return meeee~~~ :(

whee* then its saturday!! haha.. met peilin first then we went orchard.. she bought a emm.. dunno wads its called.. then we went to find geok.. n then off we go to chinatown! =D bought a nice n cheap necklace with pl n geok =)) its 3 for $10! so cool!! hee.. then we went around to find beads.. but in the end we were stranded somewhere in chinatown n still couldnt find the beads :( haha.. then we went peilin's house~ so fun! love goin her house.. so cosy de.. then we went home at around 9.30.. haha.. next sat we will be goin her house again cos got bbq! :D

hmm.. sunday morning had pw meeting.. then nothing much le..

monday~~ no school! :DD going kbox with wenbin later.. so long since i go kbox lo.. haha.. k lar.. not exactly veh long actually.. :b shall go do my ezlink card later.. hmph.

k shall go meet xiaobin now lo! =D

=)))

2005-09-18T22:34:00.000-07:00

okie. i feel guilty. i did practically nothing at all today :x but tml im going to cut my hair with qin n then go study! =D
haha.. been meetin up with friends these few weeks n im really so happy to spent time with them.. just miss them so much.
kk i gotta mug!!! hope i will just concentrate n remember all the things i've studied.. haha.. ya i got bad memory u see :b

i wanna be happy. im going to be happy. i will be happy. :)

...

2005-09-09T20:34:00.000-07:00

people change faster than you ever think they will
fairness is never always around like you wished it will be
life is a joke more than you ever want it to be

life goes on without waiting.

smelly gal~~ this is for u :))

2005-09-02T20:32:00.000-07:00

eeeeee smelly gal! haha.. hApPy bIrthDay my dear best fren! =)
haha.. aiyohhh thanks for being such a great fren all these while ya.. for all the encouragement.. for studying with me.. for being there to listen to me grumble about school.. to entertain me with ur lame jokes :b.. for every single thing that u have done for me.. thanks so much!
n.. heyy gal.. really sorry that i cant meet up with u ya.. but still.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY to u again!!! =D
jiayou for ur promos n have confidence in urself ok.. u will do well de! =)
_lotsa love n blessings from me ^.^v

thoughts.

2005-08-06T21:23:00.000-07:00

hmm.. just some thoughts..

haha.. i have came to a conclusion that i am stupid.. lazy.. idiotic in sports.. so in one word i am useless. haha..

haha.. n i realise i really dread going school.. i hate facing anyone.. i hate communicating with others cos i simply dunno how to.. i hate being overly sensitive.. i hate feeling alone.. i hate feeling i have no friends.. i hate feeling useless.. i hate doing tests.. i hate knowing my results.. i hate it when i studied hard but in the end my results still sux.. i hate to think that no one believes i study cos of my sucky results.. i hate being me.. i hate life.. i hate being alive..

best frens!

2005-07-17T23:49:00.000-07:00

im so thankful to have some real great frens in my life that i believe i will never forget.. u gals have always been there for me when i needed u..
today.. of these gals.. i was really super touched by two of these gals that i actually cried.. n wanna write this entry to thank them..
thx ethel for that mms.. i love u too! n yuqian.. ur blog entry really shocked me n made me so touched!
love u two *n many more*.. thx so much for everything!

personality test.. cool..

2005-07-04T11:45:00.000-07:00

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Moderate
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: Low
Narcissistic: Moderate
Avoidant: High
Dependent: High
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

happy me

2005-06-01T23:27:00.000-07:00

whee~ nice me is back to update!!! =DD
haha.. hmm.. went out with ethel, pl n geok on sunday.. =D miss these gals so much!*hee.. em as usual.. nice me was late.. met ethel first at je mrt.. then we went clementi mrt station wait for peilin.. but after awhile we still nv see her.. so we called her.. n guess wad.. she still sleepin!! *faints* haha.. so we waiting for her for around 45 mins.. n while waiting.. ethel was entertaining me with her story about her camp in pulau ubin.. :D she's so funny lo! i kept laughing n laughing.. ^^ em.. then ar peilin come le so we took train to somerset to meet geokmeng.. waited for geokmeng n then we went cine.. haha.. geokmeng is still so ever hyper active.. :p went to eat.. then went heeren take neoprints.. n noe wad..? by the time we finish takin neoprints.. ethel have to go le.. :( so we left orchard n cos ethel's father came to fetch her home.. he drove me pl n gm to queensway =D hmm.. din do much there but saw a group of rv ppl.. haha.. then around 6+ went home with gm..
aha.. then meet miaohua at cck.. but when i reach she not there yet.. so i went to the toilet.. then when i came out n walk towards the control station.. i saw a gal who looks amazingly like miao.. but this gal had sunglasses.. *its indoor u noe n its at night* :p haha.. so i walk towards her n was so traumatised by her cos she look so dao!! haha.. miao dun act cool le k >.^ *scare ppl* haha.. then we went take neoprint *see i waste all my money on neoprints that day :c* hee.. had so much fun takin neoprints cos she bought 2 sunglasses mah.. so she lend me one of her sunglasses n we atTemptEd to act cool in the neoprints!!! :DD then we went ntuc to buy lotsa titbits for the chinese camp.. tadaa.. then went home =)
chinese camp was fun too.. miao ch my n me kept eating at night :p then we played cards at night.. em.. then nothing much le..
haha.. yep yep thats all.. =3

..blessed to have great friends..

rvco =)

2005-04-22T23:24:00.000-07:00

syf is finally over n yep.. rvco got gold.. =)
manage to hear rvco play thru the phone *thx fren for calling me to let me hear (:*.. feel so touched n emotional just hearin u all play.. rvco really rox my world ^^
heyy rvco juniors.. u guys did great.. n i mean it.. i cried when i noe how sad u guys were.. i mean.. i really noe how u guys feel but one thing i wish to let u all noe is.. u guys didnt disappoint us seniors at all.. n we are really proud of u guys! so u all stop saying sorry to us le ya.. =)
rvco rox forever n ever!
RVCO! <3

2 more days!!!

2005-04-19T22:40:00.000-07:00

wahh!!! rvco's syf in 2 days time!!! oh man im just so excited for u guys lo.. :x haha.. last time when i heard someone told me that u guys are afraid that u rvco might get silver.. scare me lo.. :c my dear juniors must have faith k.. i believe rvco will get gold with honours de ya! =DD i do not only wish u noe.. i bElIeVe so u all surely will de :P arhh.. wish i could go n listen on syf :( but no matter wad.. jiayou jiayou n jiayou gOlD with hOnOurS!! ^.^
(= rvco =)

silent tears.

2005-03-30T23:37:00.000-08:00

i feel so stressed up.

boo.

2005-03-16T12:31:00.000-08:00

waha.. i finally create another blog after my blog was eaten up by ebloggy.. lol.. this template veh nice hor.. hee.. i tot so too :p