Monday, September 04, 2006
life's been pretty much the same.. n im still not mugging hard. can someone knock me hard on the head n wake me up from my sleep?!? im so scared of prelims but doing nothing about it at the same time.. i've been sleeping so so so much.. oh yes like whats wrong?!
i love to note down every single things that happened in my life.. cos all of them are memories i never want ot lose.. so i should be blogging more often.. but looking at my posts.. haha.. ironic huh.. i blog like so oFtEn.. lol.. shall update more often (right buddee?) hee
count your blessings everyday- a person who is easily satisfied and contented will be a happier person rite? there are bound to be happy things that cheer me up everyday.. be it an sms.. or seeing a cute kitten.. seeing my darling girls' blogging about happy stuff (yaya i get happier when it involves me :b) or being able to eat something i really like.. yesyesyes i shall start to count my blessings =)
i feel like adding songs to my blog but i dunno how to :x i want those got this bar.. then u can click stop if u dont want to listen and can pause too those kind.. boo.. u noe u noe? haha if u noe tell me okie?? :D
guess things haven't been going to well for some of my friends esp jm.. hope everything will be fine soon.. haha i really like this place.. i can blog abt anything without worrying that ppl might see.. html does wonders :D
have been thinking of stuffs.. haha life's weird huh. lol.. u noe.. i have always wanted to be a happy person or at least have the ability to appear happy.. cos i admire those ppl.. look at those who always look sad.. it will appear pathetic rite.. who like to mix with a person who can nv bring laughter to her friends? yesyesyes i know it all.. i tried to change but it only made me more pathetic. lol. being able to make ppl around me happy has always been my wish/goal/dream. haha.. but its been going on for years n never fulfilled :x
been reading blogs.. ya.. friends around me all have their own life.. but im like so life-less.. or friendless? sometimes i really dont noe.. do i really have friends? u noe.. im really happy being able to make some really nice friends in jc.. but we are not close at all.. as in.. i oso dunno how to explain.. its not like this for my other friends.. like wb sq jm... i envy them so much.. oh yes who was that who say we should be content with life n count our blessings *faint* haha
wanyan!! stop procrastinating n jiayou for studies pls! u gotta do well!
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