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Monday, September 18, 2006

messy messy messy

i just screwed up my paper. yay.

wanyan! whats wrong with you?!!!?

-cried not cos of the possible results.

isolated @ 4:25 PM

Friday, September 15, 2006

yay thank god its friday~! =D

i love my parents! cos i think they love me so much. haha. my father did something so shocking.. he bought 4 boxes of chicken essence.. thats a total of 24 bottles!! haha not that i like to drink chicken essence (i think its feels very oily :x) but im really so touched! oh ya n my mother keeps nagging me to go sleep.. haha its really funny.. the moment i step into the house she will say *go sleep so sleep later i will wake u to up study. go rest first* haha.. its early afternoon when she tells me that :x
i love my parents. =)

been surviving on caffeine lately.. haha think its hurting my gastric thou.. think my stomach cant take it :x lol.. thats the price to pay for procrastinating n leaving everything to last minute hur :x boo. but im lazy :x

haha i envy people with siblings

oh.. i think nurses bear huge responsibility.. small mistakes like tightening a strap too tightly around a patient's wound may seem insignificant.. but to dialysis patients.. this mistake can be so fatal.. nah of cos it wont kill.. but the patient might not be able to use that hand to undergo dialysis anymore.. cos they have to poke needles into their hand when undergoing dialysis treatment.. but the nurse's mistake may cause the blood vessel to *explode*.. meaning they cant use that hand for dialysis anymore.. but all i noe is one person only have two hands.. one cant be used anymore.. so they will just be left with one more.. how long can they survive with one hand? no one noes.. depends on fate.. or luck? and what about the patient's family..? they will be so worried.. and scared. i cant understand why a small mistake can cause so much..

haha this post feels so messy :x boo. 1 more subjects = 3 more papers to go =) i cant wait.

isolated @ 3:54 PM

Saturday, September 09, 2006

i cant wait for that short break before starting my engine again to prepare for that Alvls.

i cant wait to cut my hair.

i cant wait to meet my friends.

i cant wait to go kbox.

in conclusion. i cant wait for prelims to be over.

i will jiayou. yes i will.

im just a nobody in everyone's life? cos they will only think of me when they need help? im just so dispensable? - 09.09.06

isolated @ 10:09 PM

Monday, September 04, 2006

life's been pretty much the same.. n im still not mugging hard. can someone knock me hard on the head n wake me up from my sleep?!? im so scared of prelims but doing nothing about it at the same time.. i've been sleeping so so so much.. oh yes like whats wrong?!

i love to note down every single things that happened in my life.. cos all of them are memories i never want ot lose.. so i should be blogging more often.. but looking at my posts.. haha.. ironic huh.. i blog like so oFtEn.. lol.. shall update more often (right buddee?) hee

count your blessings everyday- a person who is easily satisfied and contented will be a happier person rite? there are bound to be happy things that cheer me up everyday.. be it an sms.. or seeing a cute kitten.. seeing my darling girls' blogging about happy stuff (yaya i get happier when it involves me :b) or being able to eat something i really like.. yesyesyes i shall start to count my blessings =)

i feel like adding songs to my blog but i dunno how to :x i want those got this bar.. then u can click stop if u dont want to listen and can pause too those kind.. boo.. u noe u noe? haha if u noe tell me okie?? :D

tata~ *jiayou for prelims! :)

guess things haven't been going to well for some of my friends esp jm.. hope everything will be fine soon.. haha i really like this place.. i can blog abt anything without worrying that ppl might see.. html does wonders :D

have been thinking of stuffs.. haha life's weird huh. lol.. u noe.. i have always wanted to be a happy person or at least have the ability to appear happy.. cos i admire those ppl.. look at those who always look sad.. it will appear pathetic rite.. who like to mix with a person who can nv bring laughter to her friends? yesyesyes i know it all.. i tried to change but it only made me more pathetic. lol. being able to make ppl around me happy has always been my wish/goal/dream. haha.. but its been going on for years n never fulfilled :x

been reading blogs.. ya.. friends around me all have their own life.. but im like so life-less.. or friendless? sometimes i really dont noe.. do i really have friends? u noe.. im really happy being able to make some really nice friends in jc.. but we are not close at all.. as in.. i oso dunno how to explain.. its not like this for my other friends.. like wb sq jm... i envy them so much.. oh yes who was that who say we should be content with life n count our blessings *faint* haha

wanyan!! stop procrastinating n jiayou for studies pls! u gotta do well!

isolated @ 9:55 AM