Saturday, April 29, 2006
whee~~~ monday is a holiday!! =D i just love holidays! dont u :b breaks are always so great..
i feel so friend-less. alone. loner. antisocial. i hate to cry but im always crying. no one noes.
anyway.. as my parents were too terrified.horrified.traumatised by my f grade for physics.. im now officially in a physics tuition class.. haha..
realised that i knew nothing about my best friend. maybe im not someone she can confide in. hope shes ok.
oh ya! im gonna paint my room soon!! guess im gonna paint it floral.. its a very light pink.. wanted a dusk or indigo *both light shades of purple*.. but decide against it cos i dun think it suits the colors of the furniture in my room :x but im so excited about having a new color or my room!! =D *beams*
i hate to be hurt by the slightest thing. i hate being so sensitive. i hate havin to put on a smile everyday. noone noes.
random: i realised how friends around u can change a person. being hurt by just one friend can change a person from a nice person to the opposite.
but noone might even see the reason to the change. people normally believe what they see? i dunno.
depression kills. im so sure it does.
im not a saint. i have my temper. im not a nice person. i've said it so many times. said it n i mean it. so stop taking things for granted. giving in to u is not my full time job. i owe u nothing. :random
im not a nice person. im a terrible freak.
haha.. gonna mug soon. exams are getting nearer. imagine alvls coming. oh my. i think i will go bonkers. i need to work hard!
*i love art n music! =D
pls let all my friends be happy.
tata~ *gone
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